I am a mother of a two-year-old, seperated from the father, who is ten years older than me and way more established than I have ever been. When we split he left me homeless andchildless and took me to court for full custody when I’ve done everything to take care of my child by getting on Medicare and wic, coming from a well to do family. While my baby daddy makes six figures and is making me pretty much extra homeless to where I can’t even afford to fight for. My daughter the one I raised for two years. The one I made sure had health insurance and food to eat and all her shots and doctors appointments. We broke up and in July and hooked up right after Christmas. Now I’m 8weeks pregnant. He knows and it’s his. I want to keep bitbut I’m still jobless and he’s brought me. Back intooour old home. Im so sad because I know what beautiful babe I’m capable of making. Children are awesome . They really rule! He knows im pregnant with another one of his but doesn’t want it cause we broke up and have just been hanging out the last 3months. This is one of the hardest things. My appointment is tomorrow evening and I dont even want to do it because I want all my babies. But honestly we can’t afford it and I’m not even working like I used to. It’s sad I never thought this would be my life. I’m. Not opposed but this is for the best this time. This will certainly be my first and only. And if any of you reading this knew me. You’d know I’m the wild card who you can’t even believe has a kid. But it’s a very jaded situation when you know how much life you can give and the happiness its brings. Trust babbabies and kids suck but…. You’ll always wonder what if…….
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